Crying

I only have a minute. My mom is spelling me for a little while, and I should be sleeping. We had few good days, and a few rough days. We're in the midst of some rough days now. Thanks to those who have sent encouragement. I am having a rough time today. I'm tired of the crying. It is hard to remain sympathetic. But we're surviving. I'm hoping that we get a good day or two here soon, or I might go off the deep end. I'm going to make an effort to start pumping in earnest. I really want to be able to leave for a few hours if I need a sanity break.

Thanks also for your suggestions about what to try. I am working through the list. Next is gripewater and probiotics that several have suggested. I'm praying that something will work.